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Post by Admin on May 23, 2023 1:53:15 GMT
I don't know why god or fate has punished me with being single for so long.
It's bittered me towards 'god', churches, Pastors, it has turned my heart sour towards that which is divine...and I know that's not good.
But just saying, being single for as long as I have has created a lot of rifts in my life, most of which are non repairable.
It has caused people to whisper, to conclude things about me, and has alienated me from many.
I have no love for religion right now, as far as 'god', well I don't know god, so I can't be mad at god.
But if there is a god, who has sat still, and watched me be alone for the majority of my adult life, and did nothing, yet allow gangsters, and theives, and corrupt politicians, and adulterers, and dictators, ect, if he allowed them to all find love, a wife, and not me, than said god is jaded in my view.
If, though, indeed, that's even how it all works.
Maybe god, just really isn't in control of anything down here on earth...who knows.
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Post by Admin on May 23, 2023 16:57:22 GMT
Yep, I may of finally met someone, who's equally as interested in me.
It still feels like a dream, and I still expect something to come up and ruin it all.
Like how when having a good dream of finding gold, then as you're waking up, you're trying to pull the gold out with you.
Well, that's how this feels.
I'm fearful of something, someone, coming along and ruining it.
I've been single for decades, so meeting someone really does mean a lot to me, and ahead of time, I pity the person, soul, whatever, who tries to ruin things for us.
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Post by Admin on May 31, 2023 1:09:56 GMT
Confused, going through some new relationship type of stuff.
God, fate, is just odd.
I always end up falling for the most unlikely people that should be in my life.
And they always end up having issues that other people would reject.
I'm not a teenager anymore...this love romance stuff can be stressful and confusing.
As you age, all you really want is someone you can trust, and who won't exploit your good will, especially as a male.
Males, older males, are also venerable to exploitation.
But I just so happen to be the type that if I'm exploited, after a few beers, I'll take those who exploited me out, and we'll all leave together.
LOL...
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Post by Admin on Jun 2, 2023 19:37:03 GMT
Hmm
I have a gal that likes me, I think, but not sure they're right for me ultimately.
They have issues, so do I.
I just don't know.
Love cannot always correct, regardless of what the bible says, love doesn't, can't, always correct stuff.
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Post by Admin on Jun 4, 2023 19:15:54 GMT
When over the age of 50, you find yourself asking 'What is this person bringing to the relationship other than baggage?'I think men like women who are fertile, it's why you see so many older celebrity men knocking up younger women, who then get pregnant with their grape. www.usatoday.com/story/entertainment/celebrities/2023/05/09/robert-de-niro-new-baby-79-year-old-7-grapes/70199404007/ Robert De Niro gets woman pregnant, again, and he's 79 years old, and this is celebrated in the media like it's something great. But my point is, is that men prefer women who are fertile, cause that fertility represents life. For a older man to be stuck with a woman who isn't fertile is like dating a man, a male, or a transgender, cause no matter how much you love them, they cannot create your own DNA grape. Now men, older men, who already have grown muffins, fine, but for men who don't, well. Just saying women, if you're not fertile, if a man cannot get you pregnant, they'll never ever love you as much as one who can.
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Post by Admin on Jun 8, 2023 3:12:49 GMT
I don't want know woman in my life if she's going to destroy my life.
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Post by Admin on Jul 9, 2023 13:22:59 GMT
It's funny, sad and pathetic, how we always think we're all that, until we look at our own reflection in the mirror, in the morning.
Yet, when single, we tend to hold other people to beauty standards far above that which even we're capable of reaching.
And both males and females do this, females always want some Hollywood looking male star, and males always want some calendar pin up woman, but that's just so unrealistic, especially if over the age of 40.
For one, at least in the average daily blue collar world, people who look how we want them to look are already paired, and even if not, probably wouldn't date us, unless, big unless, and that is unless already have a relationship with them through like work, or long time casual friendship, ect.
But ust expecting some model looking person to fall for you on some date sight, nah, and if they do, more than likely it's a scam.
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Post by Admin on Jul 9, 2023 13:25:00 GMT
I know I looked at myself in the mirror this morning, and my face looked like wax, saggy and all...but ye, that's do to laying down all night, ect.
But still, if with someone, that morning face is what they're gonna see, so if relationship only based on looks, forget about it, it won't last.
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Post by Admin on Jul 9, 2023 14:02:26 GMT
I ust called that gal, obviously I'm kind of interested, at least in a friend anyways, and they do have a small one to boot.
Maybe it's the family I've always wanted, I don't know.
Me, a family man?, after all these years of being denied that by fate?...hmm.
But for sure, there's nothing like love to keep you alive and going, cause I'm pretty much all burned out on empty social media stuff.
I mean what's a 'like' or 'thumbs up' compared to a real-life hug or smile??
It doesn't even compare.
But many have been duped into thinking online life, social media, can replace real interaction, and it cannot, and is why so many, both young and old, are depressed today cause they've substituted online life for real life, including myself.
The only thing online life is good for as adult P, when in your sexual prime or peak, (Say what!!) but beyond that, social media, online life, will simply lead you down a long and deep, emotional, rabbit hole.
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Post by Admin on Jul 16, 2023 22:32:20 GMT
The woman I thought was for me, is not for me, and instead has been categorized as a 'friend' in my mind and heart.
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Post by Admin on Aug 2, 2023 13:23:56 GMT
I've learned that most people are happy where they are, in the world they already exist in, and those in that world of theirs.
And such people really don't want to be 'rescued' from the world they already exist in, rather they want to find love, happiness and companionship within their own realm, and not necessarily yours or mine.
And many poor or poorer women are a good example of this.
They're perfectly happy to exist in their own community, where they're familiar with people, ways, habits, than to be hurled off into you white castle.
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Post by Admin on Oct 10, 2023 3:07:28 GMT
I've never tried Viagra, I wonder if it would make me lust, like I did while in high school, or college aged?
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Post by Admin on Nov 27, 2023 23:19:31 GMT
Boy I tell ya, all these dating sites want is your credit card info so they can charge you, regardless of outcome.
And with AI, you could spend months courting a robot.
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Post by Admin on Nov 28, 2023 20:11:28 GMT
Date lines, hmm...
They all want you to 'subscribe'...huh?
Like they just want your money, regardless of results, and they want you to forget that you joined up, so that they can continue sucking money out of you with their auto renual crap.
I just worry that today, in 2023-24, that most of the women on datelines are fake robots, that's my concern.
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Post by Admin on Jan 30, 2024 2:03:23 GMT
Older men still desire meaningful relationships
Older mean still do desire meaningful, long lasting, relationships.
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