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Post by Admin on Apr 16, 2022 19:20:16 GMT
And another thing about me, I'm not looking for a 'gender', trans or not, nor am I seeking a particular orientation, rather I'm seeking someone I can get along with and who enjoys being with me, and then hoping that connection, togetherness, would help us both to conquer the world.
I mean how do you look or seek that out in the flesh?
It's a personality based attraction, but of course all personalities are wrapped in flesh.
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Post by Admin on Apr 30, 2022 1:34:58 GMT
I think I suffer from just not having a good friend to hang out with, male or female, gay or straight.
I've gotten to a point in my life where I just don't care anymore, I mean it's not like we're going to have _____.
I just miss having someone to hang out with, period.
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Post by Admin on Apr 30, 2022 1:37:08 GMT
If I didn't have to work tomorrow, I'd get more into some deep stuff, or may write a book about how I feel 'Christanity' ruined my life when I was younger, when I should of been sleeping around like all other males, I was to busy pretending to be holy, well, you see how well that went.
Now all those guys who messed around, they all have muffins, now, grandkids, and what do I have?
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Post by Admin on May 3, 2022 23:54:01 GMT
I kind of want to call a woman that I'm not sure I'm fully attracted to.
Lost phone the other day, had them call so could hear if still in vicinity, well they did, and so found my phone, but also I have their number.
We've known each other for a while, I visit their store.
But I don't know.
Do I want to fall in love with a lady who can never give me muffins of my own??
I just do not know.
Nor do I want to make them fall in love with me, if I'm not fully committed to them.
Cause to be honest, a guy like me, even though older, really looking for a woman who is still fertile.
And that's just the truth, it's just premortal instinct I guess.
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Post by Admin on May 3, 2022 23:55:30 GMT
I mean, for me to accept the fact that I would have lived, without spreading my own seed, that's asking a lot.
I mean, to me, dating a woman who's not interested in having a grape from me, is basically no different than dating a cute male younger crossdresser or transgender person.
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Post by Admin on May 3, 2022 23:57:43 GMT
They're an average looking lady, but we get along swell.
But that's like some 'seddling for' type of relationship, and when you just settle for someone for the sake of not being alone, does that really work?
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Post by Admin on May 3, 2022 23:59:39 GMT
I don't know, being single as you age, it's complicated, especially if a male with no biological family of your own.
Just not sure if I can truly love a woman who is not the biological Mother of my own offspring.
I'm just being honest.
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2022 0:44:04 GMT
And this woman is very 'heartland valued'...in that so am I, but since been alone for so many years, I've drifted into the land of abstract art. Not sure, if and once we got closer, they'd understand that, but at our age, not sure if it would matter.
But they're all close to their brothers and family and all, I may seem like a odd ball out, and for me it would be like suffocating to sit there and pretend I was as small and intellectually, and culturally as they'd wish or want me to be.
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2022 0:46:29 GMT
My thing is this also, I look better than average for my age, at least to self I do, and so don't want to get any woman to fall in love with me if I could not love them back equally.
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Post by Admin on Jun 3, 2022 20:55:17 GMT
If older, and don't plan on having muffins, then does it really matter whom you hold hands with?
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Post by Admin on Jun 6, 2022 0:51:40 GMT
I don't know, should I try a dateline again?? I'm so not what most women think they want (actually I am, but they don't realize it)
I'm like a frog prince type, weird until you kiss me, and I decide you're the one I like and want.
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Post by Admin on Jun 6, 2022 0:53:38 GMT
but I can't just stop being me for any ole woman, not at my age.
And also, hate the way you have to classify yourself on dating lines, it's not fitting.
Not everyone classifies or defines themself by color or strict gender or ect, that's so old fashion.
I define myself more by personality and intentions and art, not by static color or gender alone...or even 'What job do you have' type of BS
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Post by Admin on Jun 6, 2022 6:34:48 GMT
What a shame this dude is single
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Post by Admin on Jun 11, 2022 11:29:19 GMT
I get offended by datelines, how the questions are set up, and how stupid the people are on them.
My life, my life value to me, and others along the way, cannot be reduced to a few static questions for some dense headed ____ to determine whether I'm worthy or not.
Date lines are set up totally wrong, in my opinion.
They focus to much on the 'snapshot' and not enough on the background scenery of an individual.
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Post by Admin on Jun 11, 2022 11:34:00 GMT
If those who use datelines are as stupid and shallow as those I meet in real life, as in throughout the course of the day, than no wonder I'm annoyed by datelines. Women who aren't all that, get on there seeking men who look like models and earn 6 figures.
Why the hell would a man who looks like a model and earns 6 figures be on a dateline??
Yet those are the standards some Dollar General cashier will judge you by when on a dateline...screw that.
In real life they're short to me, and on the date line they're still short and about nothing to me.
Want to be treated like a queen, than act like one for crying out loud.
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