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Post by Admin on Sept 26, 2024 15:58:00 GMT
I feel depression moving in, so let me get dressed, eat a bite, and go workout out, to help clear my mind.
The only good thing is I don't have booze in my system which allows me to think more clearly.
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Post by Admin on Nov 2, 2024 1:06:04 GMT
It's Friday night, and I feel very relaxed right now, for some reason It's Friday night, around 9 pm, and I feel very relaxed right now for some reason. Is there ever really a reason to feel relaxed anymore? Well, right now I do, and not sure how long it'll last. Haven't worked in a while, not sure what tomorrow will bring, but there's still something always soothing about the first hours of the weekend when all the business vipers are asleep. I know today, everything is 24/7, but still the weekends, mainly Friday and Saturday, just feel like a safety zone from it all. Stuff you can put off until Monday when the dreaded machine reawakens. But as of now, this moment, I still feel calm. But like most, my mood or moods can change on a dime, for the better or worse, usually for the worst. Sometimes just what you eat can change your mood in a good or bad way. Bad food with toxic chemicals, can bring you down, good healthy food can bring you up. No booze in my system, that's one reason I feel so calm, without booze in my system, body is better able to absorb nutrients that effect our moods. Anyways, since not drinking, I'll be able to get more done this night than I normally would if had drank earlier. I think should the day come, the season come, when I stop drinking, like could be like heaven for me. I realize now heaven comes from within, cause when in the right calm mood and have the right outlook, you can tolerate just about anything. And it helps if your environment is quiet so you can relax. It's Friday, Nov 1st of 2024
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