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Post by Admin on Feb 5, 2022 14:09:28 GMT
 It's Saturday. |
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Post by Admin on Feb 5, 2022 14:10:32 GMT
It's Saturday today, but may as well be hell day for me since have to work today, normally I don't have to work on Saturdays but they mixed up the schedule this week.
Had Friday off though, so making up for it today...yuk.
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Post by Admin on Feb 19, 2022 13:44:06 GMT
It's Saturday, Saturday morning, like that one old hippie song.
Compared to today, I'm sure life really was more simple back then.
My favorite decade will always be the 70's, although good horror movies didn't really start coming out until the late 80's.
Not sure what movies scared me when I was a toddler and muffin in the 70's.
I think Jaws was big back then, and do actually remember seeing it in the theater as a muffin, our older siblings took us to the theater to see it, I feel asleep.
I think I woke up right when the diver found that body underwater.
I remember seeing trailers for 'It's alive', now that scared me and my sister, we'd run out of the room whenever it came on.
But back then between the ages of 1-10, to busy just being a muffin, a toddler, and being loved by those around me, or at least feeling that way.
Sad how such relationships within the family totally dissolve over the years.
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Post by Admin on Feb 19, 2022 21:58:44 GMT
The day is scooting along at a pretty dull pace, haven't done near anything
1. layed in bed most of the morning, waddling around.
2. Got up, got dressed, went to park and exercised.
3. Came back, started writing on a book I'm working on.
4. Took break from book writing to clean toilets
Wow, what an exciting life I have.
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Post by Admin on Apr 2, 2022 14:24:15 GMT
 It's Saturday. I need to get my butt up out of bed and do something, anything. Sometimes just seems I'm OK with being lazy, the older I get. I figure time is going to do what it wants with me regardless. |
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Post by Admin on Apr 23, 2022 12:14:36 GMT
It's Saturday, there's a lot going on in this world, roads are packed with vehicles, people driving, going to and from, engaged in activities, festivals, meetings, family gatherings and more.
I'm not apart of any of it. It's as if I don't exist.
If I didn't have a job, I pretty much would not exist to a soul on this planet...that's totally true.
Outside of my employment I really just do not exist.
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Post by Admin on Apr 23, 2022 12:16:50 GMT
Very few people live how I live, which is alone and alienated from others, at least not when younger.
Most would be scared to be where I'm at, which is alone, and is why so many strive to never arrive here.
Most would rather, are conditioned to be in bad relationships than none at all.
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Post by Admin on May 15, 2022 2:21:33 GMT
It's Saturday, but it feels like a Friday to me I worked today, so it feels more like a Friday, since I don't have to work again for a few days. That being said, no wild parties or get togethers for me, nope, just rest. Sometimes I don't know how older politicians do it, all the travel, speeches, events, I mean politicians in their 60's and even 70's seem to have an abundance of energy. Maybe cause they're always earning money, and really don't do much. Maybe if they actually had to physically labor all day they wouldn't have all that energy....I don't know. Fate? How has fate been to me?  Not sure, you can never really judge fate until it's all over, but up to now, I'd have to say 'fate', has been a tad bit less than average to me, or just out and right mean to me. I mean a person of my intellect, mind, just should of lived a much more fulfilling life than I have, at least that's how I see it. Instead, it's like I'm living in the back alley of life, and all my efforts just get spat on. I just don't think 'my fate', likes me so much, maybe I'm cursed.
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Post by Admin on Jun 18, 2022 18:02:36 GMT
 It's Saturday, It's Paranormal Saturday, I really do need to revive that show. That aside, it's Saturday, recovering from the 3 previous days of work. Was raining earlier, and now just working off of a 'to do list' just to keep self busy. Sometimes you got to get the small stuff done in order to focus better on the big stuff. Small stuff as in cleaning this, cleaning that, putting this away, putting that away, ordering this, ordering that, finishing up this project, that project and so forth. Other than that, nothing grand planned for the day. I think it's OK to be tired and to just want to relax after working during the week. If I lived in Colorado, and or didn't have a job that drug tested, I'd probably get high on some weed right now and just go sit out in a field or forest and just 'trip' all day, and be amazed at everything, but sadly I can't do neither of those things, and drinking beer doesn't quite have the same effect. It really sucks having a job where you can't do cannibus do to random drug testing, that really just sucks at times. I hate fcking being controlled by man...the sht you miss out on, and all they, man, repays you with is old age and sickness. |
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Post by Admin on Jul 3, 2022 1:43:18 GMT
At least where I stay, fireworks are for imbasols, Not the 4th of July, but rather neighborhood goons who light off fireworks all times of the day and night not caring who they disturb.
I have no use for fireworks anymore, other than to see them displayed at a public showing.
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Post by Admin on Sept 24, 2022 15:17:51 GMT
Oh it's Saturday, oh what shall I do besides get drunk? Ye, I have plenty I can do, but it's a matter of what do I feel like doing? I'm mainly always working on producing a short lived radio show called 'Gen X radio'.. www.thegenxradioshow.com/I get so wrapped up in producing the show that I neglect to do other things that are equally as important. But producing shows allows me to escape into other worlds, to create my own worlds, and realities. Creative arts are just fun like that, it allows you to paint your own scenescape, landscapes, and travel to them, within your own mind. |
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Post by Admin on Dec 24, 2022 16:28:35 GMT
finally off
I will spend today working on next 'show', and also cleaning up place, sanatizing place and detoxing place, where I can, by getting rid of plastics, and other stuff I suspect is releasing doses of toxins inside of place that's effecting my energy level.
Life, well not life, but objects, things in life, are always trying to finish us off, in ways most would never know, unless do research.
I even suspect the reason why male fertility rates are going down is do to the underwear guys wear, especially the dyed ones...next show will highlight that and other things.
Also, just go back from shopping, spent like 102 dollars, and all I bought was fruit, and some vegtables and almonds, raisons, turkey legs, ground beef, sliced steak, and that's basically it, 102 dollars.
And that's just for me, no canned goods, no 'goodies', just basically farm food.
I can't imagine having a family of 3 or more to food, then that price triples or more.
Anyways, time to get on with the day.
Also, it's a bad feeling when you 'mess up', but not on purpose, and it effects others...as in 'trust' type of stuff.
It's why it really doesn't matter how good you are in this world, I'm learning, it's whether people believe you're good, and that's based more on perception rather than reality.
Like that one billionaire guy who lost every one's money, everyone thought he was good, and now they're in jail.
Now me, I truly am 'good', but none of those people would of ever trusted me with their funds.
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2022 16:46:06 GMT
The inside of my mind is like this right now  My thoughts just feel scrambled right now, even though just freed myself from a responsibility. |
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2022 16:52:13 GMT
The inside of my mind is like this right now My thoughts just feel scrambled right now, even though just freed myself from a responsibility.
Re-boot and or trying to refresh, and or refocus |
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Post by Admin on Dec 31, 2022 16:53:41 GMT
Sometimes I, or we, as people, can just forget how to just relax, not have anything planned, and not feel guilty about it or OK, with just relaxing for a while.
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