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Post by Admin on Jul 6, 2024 22:03:42 GMT
It's Saturday It's Saturday, but I'm not in as glitzy of a mood as the above gif might indicate...in fact, the place where that gif was taken is no longer. I was forced to move out a few months ago do to an apartment fire...oh well. That aside, life goes on. I drove around today near and in and around the downtown area, and took some photos and videos. It was a beautiful day down by the water, but very hot and humid. Downtown was practically empty...when you live in a county this big, there's other places for people to go other than downtown. A few clubs maybe, book stores, and that's about it. But I grew up when down towns were still the cool place to go...not anymore, not for younger types anyways. I also put up some one way film tint today, I can see out, but you can't see in...I need to test it by standing naked against the window when neighbor pulls up, then I'll know if it works or not...  Anyways, just checking in on this summer Saturday, 2 days after the 4th of July.
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Post by Admin on Aug 3, 2024 14:34:45 GMT
It's Saturday, just got back from a light walking/biking workout.
While I was working out, I just couldn't think of anything I have to be long term confident or happy about.
My finances, my employment situation, my living situation, they all seem very bleak to me right now.
And now I'm back home, sitting at ground zero of failure.
Sure, it's a mood I'm in, but when in that mood, it's you're reality until that mood passes.
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Post by Admin on Aug 3, 2024 14:36:47 GMT
On a better note to myself, even though I ate some ice-cream before bed, and other snacks, I still managed to lose weight over night.
But for some reason, rarely, if ever, able to lose weight during the day and while active, you'd think it would be just the opposite.
Anyways, it's Saturday, and I have a ton of useless stuff to get to.
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Post by Admin on Sept 7, 2024 20:35:20 GMT
What a out and right dismal day for me so far Just a dismal feeling day for me so far. I even worked out, took a decent bike ride, walked, and I still feel dismal.wow. Almost makes me want to drink, but then I'd really feel bad after the booze wore off. I never feel better after drinking, always worse. Anyways, the only thing that can save me today is the 'To do list'....otherwise I'll sit around doing absolutely nothing.
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Post by Admin on Sept 14, 2024 18:34:15 GMT
It's Saturday When life just starts coming at you hard from all directions, what do you do? Hardship doesn't care if you surrender...nor does evil. Evil never stops until you're dead, evil will never stop trying to drain you of your sanity until you're dead and gone. So, what do ya do in the meantime, fight? To fight, you have to have motivation...love, or even maybe a sense of revenge can help one fight back, I suppose. But if just you, alone and isolated, alienated, then what? Anyways, it's Saturday, laid in bed most of the morning, in and out of sleep tormenting myself with my 'mind monster'. I think most monsters live in our minds, so does god, heaven, hell, demons, and just about everything else that constructs our own personal realities. Anyways, it's Saturday, I have stuff to do. Things could change drastically for me here soon, hopefully for the better. I'd like to be settled before the full blunt of winter hits...meaning if I'm going to move, would rather do so soon while the weather is still somewhat moderate in most places.
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Post by Admin on Sept 28, 2024 20:49:16 GMT
It's Saturday and I'm doing a tremendous job, as usual, at wasting a ton of time...Ohhh, what's wrong with me??  |
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Post by Admin on Nov 10, 2024 4:45:20 GMT
Went up to corner Gate gas station store, and hit with solicitation while walking in.
1. Black dude selling like Cajun boiled peanuts...I ended up buying some, very very good actually
2. Short stocky white dude, drug addict, pulling the old 'Do you have money for fuel, car ran out of gas' scam
3. Younger scronny white dude, probably no older than 24, if that, they to were 'street', or what I can 'urban hillbilly' type, and wearing sandals, and also begging for funds, but more shy about it.
He was the type that probably still young enough that could flip both ways, as in sex for drugs, they still sorta had that cute look about them.
But the thing about the streets, that youthful cute look fades quick when on drugs and homeless, and in a few years you, or they, or anyone will start aging quicker than most, being out there in the elements all the time.
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But anyways, that was my excitement for the evening...I just needed to get out and take a short drive, anywhere.
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