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Post by Admin on May 25, 2024 3:48:52 GMT
It's truly Friday night right now, and all I'm doing is laundry and listening to school lesson dude on video.
Talk about a dull life...
My life only gets interesting when bad stuff happens.
I'm single, alone, wow, yet still here.
I can't make sense of it anymore.
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Post by Admin on May 25, 2024 3:50:41 GMT
going to go get laundry, when get back will make a left over thin cut steak cheese lettuce sandwich, and try to find decent movie to watch while eating...
I'm still here why??
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Post by Admin on Jun 14, 2024 12:36:46 GMT
It's Friday, yep, and in a few hours gotta go head to some stuffy studio and spend my time with a stuffy man.
I don't consider them my mentor or teacher, but rather a jerk...at least to me...lol
At my age I don't really have to or feel obligated to kiss azz anymore.
Anyways, it's Friday, I wish I had a more positive attitude this morning, but walking around inside a hot studio this morning is kind of dampening my mood.
This dudes studio is old and outdated, in my opinion.
I don't like being around people who are slow to change and thus complicate stuff for others around them....and that's this guy.
I've learned more from the online lessons and reading, than I have from them.
I should not have paid for this part of the course, it's turning out to be a big waste of time and a headache...
There, I got it out of my system.
Writing honestly is like therapy, is why I do it so much.
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Post by Admin on Sept 6, 2024 14:35:13 GMT
Yep, it's Friday alright Yep, it's Friday alright, and by gosh, I'm still here, some how, some way, I'm still here and still apart of this conscious stream. That being said, this morning got up and fried some eggs...I think it's the first time I've done that since my other apartment caught fire. The stove top oven I use now is out of wack. They heating elements are all dysfunctional, and only go super hot or off. And my a/c fan won't turn off, so have to turn the breaker off. Not sure how much longer I'll be here so haven't made any maintenance requests.
Took a late night walk last night, it was slightly raining, more like drizzling, had umbrella with me. It was a nice relaxing walk. I just can't come home and stay cramped up inside, I don't know how people do it, come home and just stay inside the whole time...not me, I gotta movie, walk, bike. Anyways, after this will groom, get dressed and go to the store and spend money. Then, who knows, I don't have the most exciting life...I'll probably study, and finish film school related stuff. Film school my azz, more like film sham, online course. I pay the salaries of others and in turn I get nothing...oh well. It's Friday, I'm here, so may as well live while alive.
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Post by Admin on Sept 6, 2024 20:45:29 GMT
I'm bored now, I have energy but no motivation to do anything...that's usually where the 'to do list' comes in handy, cause it forces me to just do whatever, anything, other than just sit and type that I"m bored on here.
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