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Post by Admin on Aug 6, 2024 16:05:57 GMT
First thing in order though is to groom and get dressed, as that will put me in a 'get up and out and go' mood and mindset, at least I hope it will.
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Post by Admin on Aug 6, 2024 16:30:18 GMT
When everything you must accomplish during the day depresses you, weighs you down emotionally, robs you of your joy. How do you overcome that...coffee?
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Post by Admin on Aug 6, 2024 16:36:42 GMT
When everything you must accomplish during the day depresses you, weighs you down emotionally, robs you of your joy. How do you overcome that...coffee? You get through it by telling yourself that whatever it is you face today, none of it can kill you. It's just a list, nothing more, nothing less.
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Post by Admin on Aug 12, 2024 23:46:03 GMT
I need to create and work off of a 'to do list', or I'm not going to get nothing done today, nothing at all.
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Post by Admin on Sept 12, 2024 13:23:26 GMT
The listThe first thing I must do today is clean up my past by checking my phone and tablet for messages I may have received yesterday. I basically ignored all incoming calls and messages yesterday, and so today, I need to clear that tension in me by facing my past, yesterday. No one I'm concerned with is concerned about me, is what I got to tell myself. Whoever may have sent me whatever is not even thinking about me right now, so it's old energy/info. I will face or delete that old info and then move on from there. Also, I like posting 'cute' images of myself cause that's what I am on the inside is 'cute'...regardless of what society tries to convince me I am. Cute isn't a gender, cute is a personality, it's something anyone can project out of themself...and when I see myself or my image, I don't always want to see 'tough', cause I'm not always tough on the inside, I need hugs and love just like anyone else, heck, maybe even more. And looking cute to self has nothing to do with orientation either, only a low IQ caveman would think that. I feel sorry for all the males out there, especially males of color, who know they're cute, but have to hide it and cover up do to all the ignorance out there in their own communities. Humans are sick, mean, dishonest and cruel, yet we all love to claim how much God loves us, and died for us, while treating our fellow human like garbadge and tearing up the environment as well. Especially in the hood areas where everyone and their mammas love throwing trash on the ground. It's sickening to be around, a culture of trash that is. Anyways, it's Thursday, let me get started on life today...wish me luck and a hug.
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Post by Admin on Sept 12, 2024 14:28:09 GMT
Alright, well I did check my phone and email and texts and wasn't that bad at all, as usually we build up most of the tension within our own minds.
Now time to move onto something else. Maybe I'll slip in a short morning workout...it's been so wet out lately that I haven't ridden bike, cause water and bikes don't go together well, as soon as bike gets wet is when your bike starts aging.
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Post by Admin on Sept 25, 2024 0:45:08 GMT
The list Time to create a 'to do list', a new one. Priorities change from day to day, sometimes multiple times a day, so I have to create new 'to do lists'. Sometimes my to do lists can grow to like 30, and be multiple pages, up to like 6 pages of things I need to do. And I chose them randomly by rolling a dice next to chore, and highest roll I do. Anyways, let me get started on something, can already feel myself zoning off.
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