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Post by Admin on Jul 16, 2023 15:34:54 GMT
Seems whenever you just have a hunch you bought a winning lottery ticket, of course that's when you lose it. The devil, or maybe even god, are just cruel entities to me at times, or all the time. Seems they just both know how to stick it to those they don't like. Update on this ticket. I went back to work site, and it was still in the truck I left it in, on the dashboard against windshield. I ended up only winning 20 dollars on a 10 dollar ticket, big woopti doo. |
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Post by Admin on Aug 12, 2023 1:58:32 GMT
I came home today, after working very long hours, and just the way I felt, I was like 'God, is this it, is this all you have left for me??'
That's just how I felt at that moment.
Maybe it would be different if came home to a family, or to a hug, or even a pet dog or cat, but no, that's not my reality.
Heck, I wouldn't even care if the person who hugged me, was happy to see me, was gay or lgbtq.
The older you get, you just stop caring about that stuff.
The older you get, the less it's about sex, or sexual orientation, and the more it is about just simple kindness, acknowlegment of yuor humanity.
I don't know, writing right after I get in from work usually isn't me at my best, I'm usually at my lowest, as far as joy and inspiration goes.
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Post by Admin on Sept 23, 2023 2:53:13 GMT
Lately, I just don't feel so bright about my own future, let alone the nations future.
This Joe Biden admin is killing this nation, Joe Biden is killing the dreams and aspirations of millions, while helping millions of foreign border crossers take over.
Biden should be jailed....not Trump, but Biden.
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Post by Admin on Sept 23, 2023 3:11:50 GMT
Got one more day of work, then off for a few days, but may rent a car on Monday and go travel someplace.
Not that excited about anything right now, just not.
Time keeps changing things to fast for me, and not in a good way.
I'm the type, I just can't live inside a place I'm not comfortable.
Things have to be totally right, cause when home, that's where you regain your sanity, but if the home isn't right, if don't feel right sleeping at night in a place, do to filth, or bugs, or noise, or crime, or whatever, than you'll go made.
I'd rather live in some small RV, than a house I'm not comfortable staying in.
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Post by Admin on Oct 1, 2023 5:15:55 GMT
Once I'm off work, and have a few days off, I never look at the clock.
I have no clocks in my place, and if not scheduled to be anywhere, I never concern myself with time.
You can't truly be free if always worried about the time.
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Post by Admin on Dec 30, 2023 4:19:45 GMT
When you feel you've done all you can do as a man, then what?
I mean so much of where you end up in this world depends on who helped you get there, no one gets there alone.
But what if fate hasn't given you anyone, or anything to build upon, then what?
Then what does life become as you age?
Like those older homeless drifter men we've all seen on the streets, when did they give up?
When did their lives become about nothing more than pushing a shopping cart around?
And or is that my future as well?
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Post by Admin on Jan 27, 2024 5:06:36 GMT
Oh what a day. I sent message to job message board titled 'Parable of the day'.. And it read like this ' Harness the bad luck in your life, and watch your fortunes change'...ect And so one the way home from work, a black cat crossed my path, I was upset at first, but then remembered what I said 'Harness the bad luck in your life'... Now now, the next time I play a scratch off ticket, I'll buy either a number 13 or look for one with a cat on it or in it's theme, why not.  |
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Post by Admin on Mar 2, 2024 3:48:16 GMT
I tend to get grouchy towards the last part of my shift
I think anytime you're working a job for more than 9 hours, you're probably going to get grouchy.
No one can usually stay in a good positive mood all day long, unless really enjoy what you do and are around enjoyable c-workers.
Plus I got other life changing things going on, which makes my job seem like an annoying distraction at times, most of the time.
But hey, home now, get to sleep in a bit tomorrow, but still have to work.
I think I'll play a few rounds of this game, to help my mind to relax and escape.
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