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Post by Admin on Feb 4, 2022 3:51:23 GMT
 What a weird drabby day Thursday is |
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Post by Admin on Feb 4, 2022 3:53:21 GMT
Thursdays are just a weird drabby day, especially Thursday nights.
I have tomorrow off, just got in, and what am I suppose to do on a drabby Thursday night?
Normally Thursday is a regular work day week to me, it's just a day I don't ever give much thought to.
In my whole life, can't think of to many great or fabulous things occurring on Thursdays.
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Post by Admin on Feb 18, 2022 3:37:57 GMT
What a drabby depressing after work Thursday.
Started off energized, stepped on scale, saw that I had lost weight over night, felt good, felt sexy to self, but then about half way through my work shift, I don't know what happened.
It's like I just emotionally feel off a cliff, energy dropped, mood changed, ect.
Then when finally off work and home, just plain wore out, laid down for a bit, and now sharing it here, before soon have to go to bed and do it one more time tomorrow.
I don't think it's because of my age, I think it's do to a few factors.
Being a bit under the weather doesn't help.
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Post by Admin on Apr 8, 2022 1:47:34 GMT
 I actually thought today was Friday, earlier in the day, I think I posted somewhere else as if it were Friday, it just felt like Friday to me. But it's really Thursday and have to work tomorrow. I got a lot done today, as in nothing type of stuff that only matters to me. And I went to a Herbal place and bought some Liver/gallbladder cleanse.  Not sure why I didn't think of this years ago, but with the way I drank 'years ago', I doubt that would of been a good time to cleanse anything. But now I don't drink nearly as much, and so getting into herbal stuff. Visit www.auntiepeaches.com/They take online orders. I'm impressed with their store, and they even teach a class where you can receive a certification on herbs, and I'm seriously thinking about taking it, why not? I've been wanting to get into herbs and better living for a very long time, but again, do to my drinking, nothing mattered except getting and feeling drunk, for a long period in my life. Also, today, was able to do laundry, bedding type of laundry, again that's something been putting off for months. But had a scare, in that I could not find phone in place, then knew I must of left it at the laundry matt across the way. I panicked and got upset cause I just knew someone would have stolen it, but got dressed and went over there, and there it was, same spot I left it. Thank goodness cause I use that phone for my job, I cannot get dispatched on my job without that phone, talk about uptight. If lost phone, the only way I could of worked tomorrow would be to have purchased a brand new phone, and then download work appts unto the new phone, and that would of cost me, and would of put me in a very grouchy mood. My phones not locked either, I should probably lock it, and upload stuff to the cloud so that if do lose phone can download pics, and other stuff. I'll put that on 'to do list', next time I'm off. ----------------------------------------------------- These Herbs are giving me a lot of sustained energy, but got to work tomorrow. Don't really care if I have energy at work, I work alone driving, and rarely talk to anyone, and those I do talk to aren't sexy, so what do I care about being perky at work, other than when have energy, time does seem to pass a lot quicker. ------------------------------------------------------- And I've just been cleaning all day to. If I still drank, I'd be passed out by now and place would be a total mess. Anyways, got a few more things to get done, including cleaning up the kitchen. |
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Post by Admin on May 5, 2022 14:31:02 GMT
 Well it's time to get up out of bed and try to make something happen today, but to be honest, unless I win the lottery, nothing out of the ordinary will change. Today, while off, I'll simply keep myself busy by doing little things on the 'to do list', nothing will change. Although they say change comes in small steps, well the steps I take for change must be micro small steps, cause nothing ever changes. I'm more like those squirrels you see in the park, scurring around, moving around, be never really effecting anything or anyone. Oh well, time to start my squirrel of a day.  |
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Post by Admin on May 5, 2022 14:49:36 GMT
My place is in one of those junky stages where you just hope no one comes a knocking at the door, cause I'm naked, nude, and the place is a mess.
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Post by Admin on Jun 3, 2022 1:29:24 GMT
I don't respect all people the same, why should I?
Some people just don't deserve respect, certain behavior doesn't deserve respect.
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Post by Admin on Dec 30, 2022 2:51:12 GMT
Sometimes I feel like I'm living in hell already, just little quirky things that keep going wrong, and seems no matter where you move, locate, the same annoying as heck personality types follow you or are already there.
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Post by Admin on May 4, 2023 12:30:31 GMT
It's off to work I go as I leave the sanctity and safety of my place, my personal space, where just left alone and allowed to 'be'.
But once I leave this place/space, I'm not who I am, rather I become what others think I am and or what others project onto me, through their warped minds and biases.
Oh well, just another day on earth around man.
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Post by Admin on Jun 22, 2023 12:30:27 GMT
It's Thursday, and boy is my moral and enthusiasm about working today, very low  When you realize working a job, doesn't help you to economically thrive, than it's hard to maintain enthusiasm about work, after decades of doing so. And that's just the fact jack. But I have it slightly better than some working class adults...I mean sometimes people will leave their atm reciepts at the machine, and I use to glance at their balances, and you have some adults, maybe many, who are literally check to check type of broke, or what I call high school type of money.. No wonder more and more people would rather scam than work. Even politicians scam for a living, so why shouldn't the poor? Anyways, me, just a working class smuck...and at this moment, blah, just not feeling today at all, not yet anyways.
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Post by Admin on Oct 6, 2023 3:46:45 GMT
A rare Thursday on here A rare Thursday indeed on here. I'll never be great, my art work will never be appreciated, yet my art work and portraits rival any, but I'm not in the right social clubs, not apart of the right class of people. I'm gutter and alley to them. I write more than anyone on the planet, yet no one acknowledges that, instead people ghost read, and no telling how much of my stuff is stolen. But that's how humans are. ----------------------- Anyways, it's Thursday, which means it's a dull day, I can't think of anything big, grand or exciting that has ever occurred in my life on a Thursday, or breaking news, as far as that goes. It's Thursday, but it's also my Monday, also, it's finally October, but in my world, it's pretty much October and Halloween every single day of the year, and with that I'm going to send this post off into the vestals of blog history...happy October and soon to be Halloween! 
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Post by Admin on Nov 16, 2023 14:08:01 GMT
I totally hate the sound of notifications going off on my phone...totally hate that sound, cause that sound is no longer associated with anything good or positive.
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Post by Admin on Apr 11, 2024 15:35:38 GMT
I've been unemployed for a while now...enrolled in a film school (hope it's not a sham)
Got a newer vehicle, that looks way better than last one.
Bought my mother a car.
Lots have happened since last posted on Thursday on here.
As for me, well, just getting up, in and out of sleep all throughout the early morning, and now will groom, get dressed and see what today has to offer me, or what I have to offer today.
Oh ye, and OJ Simpson just passed away at age 76, from cancer.
We're all going to pass, we all know people who have passed away, died, so people who try to connect his death with 'gods justice', are straight up buffoon's, in my opinion. (at least in that regard)
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Post by Admin on Jul 25, 2024 20:04:54 GMT
North Main of Jax, the original bad spot of this city
North main was the original bad spot of this city, now though, not so much.
But regardless, at night you or one can still get lost up on these streets and leave out, and never come home.
The streets are no joke.
But within even the streets, you can find peace and tranquility at times, and even nature.
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Post by Admin on Sept 12, 2024 13:09:30 GMT
Thursday Today, hmm.I wake up today with a sense of dread, dread of running out of time and money. You can only be free when you have money, without money you become another persons slave...period. That's just how it's been set up in this modern world. And I really don't want to become another persons slave anymore, not at my age. There is no job or career I want anymore, other than to write. I'm going to have to stop being lazy now and grow, mature a bit if I hope to forge a future for myself, what's left of it, that won't drive me insane. And so I will have some coffee, or make some, and get work doing what I have to do. I have a phone call meeting today at 2 pm with some screenwriting coach...but if I accept, it's not free. Nothing is free, but it's up to me to get the most out of what I'm paying for. I wish I could win the lottery and just didn't have to do anything. I've been out of work and taking online courses for last 6 months, and the idea of going back to work horrifies me. Anyways, maybe I'll apply for unemployment soon, something I've never done in my whole life...but they make it so hard and complex to do so online...and I lost all my passwords when last place I live at got destroyed by fire and water and ash. --------------------- Anyways, the day is here, time to man up, person up, spirit up, motivation up...I've got to find it, cause no one else will find it for me.
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