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Post by Admin on Jan 17, 2022 11:32:35 GMT
Today is here  Today is here, now what?
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Post by Admin on Jan 17, 2022 11:37:42 GMT
Today is here, now what?
What shall I do?
Morning time thoughts, pre-dawn thoughts, are always the most pure, but it's also, sadly, the time most are forcibly ripped out of bed by the demands of industry.
Most never get to connect with 'self', instead must connect with the realities of needing a job to pay the bills that society demands you pay 'or else'.
The system is set up so that you're not suppose to 'think', just obey, go to work, go to your job, and 'obey'.
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Post by Admin on Apr 16, 2022 18:54:19 GMT
Yes, today is here.
And well, you can work, and not be in the mood to, since work is pretty much mindless, at least if laboring.
But you cannot be creative if not in a creative mood, since creativity requires being in the right mindset.
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Post by Admin on Apr 16, 2022 18:55:21 GMT
I haven't done a single thing today that adds to my future prosperity, not a single thing, other than maybe exercising.
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Post by Admin on Jun 28, 2022 18:42:20 GMT
Yes, today is here, but not quite sure where I am.
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Post by Admin on Nov 21, 2022 15:48:44 GMT
Today is here, and all my gusto is gone, can't seem to motivate self to do anything.
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Post by Admin on Nov 22, 2022 12:43:33 GMT
Well, yet another day is here, and I have to produce a pre recorded radio show, and sure don't feel like it cause I drank to much yesterday.
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Post by Admin on Nov 26, 2022 11:40:14 GMT
Yep, today is here, and I have to work.
I feel a bit better than I did yesterday, but still, work?
Work seems evil to me right now, or working for a wage that is.
I don't mind working for self, like farmers or settlers did for ages in the past, it's this idea of working for a wage that seems evil to me, for what am I really worth per hour?
Not enough, that's for sure, it's basically paid slavery, you're getting paid to be a low wage slave.
You don't notice that as long as you love your job and what you do, but the minute you stop loving what you do, then it becomes apparent.
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Post by Admin on Jun 28, 2023 10:59:52 GMT
 Today is here, but it just feels like another day of torture to me. Hopefully as the day progresses, that feeling, reality, will change. |
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Post by Admin on Aug 12, 2023 9:30:08 GMT
Still dark out, just trying to bleed off some thoughts before laying back down.
Have one more day of servitude, then off for 4 days in a row, thank goodness.
Dreams were good, I hope I can fall back asleep and return to the dream realm, which I so prefer over my awake world reality.
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Post by Admin on Aug 27, 2023 13:22:03 GMT
Sometimes when things build up inside of me, and I have no place to dissipate all those emotions or thoughts, well, that's when I need to find a artistic outlet, as in art, or create a podcast, or video, anything, or even writing a song. That's all art is, is abstract expressions of real life.  |
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Post by Admin on Aug 27, 2023 13:33:43 GMT
You get to a point in your life when you realize you don't just need to 'feel good', but you need to 'be good' as well, meaning things in your life need to be in order.
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Post by Admin on Sept 10, 2023 16:31:32 GMT
The idea of checking my phone for messages right now makes me want to vomit.
I know that sounds mean, but I never get good messages, always either bad news, or bad news about another, or asking for time, energy and labor.
Oh well, I can't let it get me down.
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Post by Admin on Sept 12, 2023 13:31:07 GMT
It's Tuesday  Yes indeed it's Tuesday. I haven't much for today, and I doubt today has much for me. But I'm here, can't think of anything that really makes me happy or optimistic right now. It's like my life has become a coldisac, you know, a street with a dead end. I've had phone off since yesterday morning, and yesterday was a bust, all I did was stay in bed and watch movies, and slump around do to previous night of drinking to much beer...and texting stupid stuff to others. I feel like a complete dope sometimes, after I sober up and realize some of the stupid things I express when drunk or drinking. The next 4 days will be like pure hell to me, schedule wise...work, then travel to some funeral viewing stuff, than drive back, then work again the next day. I hate driving long distance when off from work, cause when at work that's all I do is drive. ------------------------------------- Anyways, it's Tuesday, need to go ahead and create a 'to do list', and try to get something out of this day.
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Post by Admin on Sept 12, 2023 14:38:29 GMT
Today is feeling as crummy to me so far as I thought it would.
I think I'll just lay back down....not even a few sips of coffee has helped boost my enthusiasm for the day or tomorrow.
To me, tomorrow and the next day is like trying to look forward to going to hell.
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