Things I'd do differently if could go back in time

I'll be jumping all around here at different 'difference making junctures of my life'

But if could get back last 2 years of high school I would of played athletics, won myself a sholarship, and my whole life, out of high school, would of been totally different, I had the athletic ability, but no 'guidance', no good sound advice, as with now, no one approached me and gave a good ole 'sittin down' type of talk.

Parents were divorced, me and my Father were distant, didn't get along, and Mother would of cared the less, looking back, she was to nice, when I wish they had been more focused on my future after high school.

Anyways, that's just one of many things I would of done differently if could do it again.

If I could go back in time, instead of being so shy, and respectful with women, I would of been more sexually aggressive, like other males were.
I would of just slept with whomever, like other males did, and that way now my life wouldn't be so lonely, and I'd have lots of off spring to make me feel loved, like other males my age do.

Religion screwed up my life, looking back on it all.

If I could go back in time, I'd just be more wild and loud.

For real.

If could go back in time, and do things differently.

I'd of taken the ugly gals that liked me much more seriously.

Cause now I realize it's the ugly gals that had a crush on me back then, that were the most loyal, and whom I'd probably be with to this day.

And also, the ugly gals usually morphed into cute gals/women, as they aged.