God, Religion, and Man.

Now that older, one thing I realize and see now is that 'nature' doesn't care about 'god' or ethics or culture or anything else, all nature cares about is 'reproduction'

Where am I going with that?

While younger, while I was younger and caught under the rotten spell of religion, other guys my age, at the time, out there sleeping around, flirting with women, me...told to behave like a saint, go home where it's safe, be alone, and trust that 'God has something better in store for you'.

Well bunk that and bunk all those who told me that lie.

The guys, males, who 'lived' when younger, who did indeed listen to their flesh, now have families, now have biological 'muffins' or off spring, now have meaning and purpose...and me, what do I have now?...anger, but only towards those who so misled me when I was younger, and only when think about it.

I was duped.

Psychic readings useless to me, here's why

To me, power comes from being able to change or effect outcome, not simply being told you're apart of a 'outcome' in which you have no control or say in.

If can't 'change', than have no power...as such run of the mill 'Psychic' readings all but about useless to me.

And this will make more sense going forward on here.

I notice 'god', tends to spoil certain people's character's who claim to follow him or it.

I notice 'god', tends to make some people simply more entrenched in their bias, they don't ever change, become more loving, no, they just almost become more wicked, but now feel that their wickedness is endorsed by 'god'.

Does god come to us all, in the form we need?

Was going to turn this into a proverb, but not sure yet, is why I want to wrestle with it here first.

I mean does god indeed come to us all in the form we need him or it to?

Makes sense to me, and is the only way one can explain that the world can be full of so many religious people, yet so much violence and hatred, and racial bigotry, ethnic bigotry and so forth. Yet everyone claims to be worshipping the same god.

That makes zero sense, for if one god was in all, that one god wouldn't be fighting with self....don't care how you spin it, that one god would not be fighting with self.

Rather I think 'god' comes to everyone in the shape and form that they need.

Does that notion then reduce god to being nothing more than 'self'? Or self interest? or self preservation?

Probably.

But also that 'god' doesn't always come to people in the form of traditional in house church worship.
That 'god' can come to people who are starved of affection, in the form of a hug, or a pillow or some other physical inate form.

Some people hate to be touched and groped, other people yearn for it, is an example of what I mean.

For some, to be noticed, grabbed, handled, flirted with, well, that's what they need to fill a void, so to them god comes to them in that form, yes, no?

For others god comes to them in the form of ethnicity, culture and race.

The 'white man', needs for god to come to them in the form of 'whiteness', that's the god 'they' recognize.

The native American Indian needs god to come to them in the form of trees, rocks, the soil, rain, nature, and so forth.

To the Afro-American person, god may come to them in the form of justice reform, and so forth.

And to a millionaire, god may come to them in the form of 'profit', and with that profit, they now feel loved and assured, and are certain in their
mind that it is god who is blessing them.

And I could go on and on and on.

To me, that seems more plausable than the idea that one god is in everyone, yet everyone still fights and hates one another.

I mean the so called Christians in Serbia, who are more into 'W' nationalism, have zero in common with the so called African Methodist church in Alabama.

The concept of who god is differs vastly to both congregations.

And with that I'll stop, but this is worthy of further discussion.

When you're not human, human females but are just flesh to you, nothing special at all, as depicted in most movies, they're just flesh.

It also annoys me how 'the church' shames you for being attracted to, well, attractive people.
To me, there's no shame in that, none what so ever.

Trusting in 'God' means what, at a certain age?

Does it mean trusting that god is right next to you as you drown, and actually facilitating your drowning, is that trusting in god?

Or as you're starving, that that's the will of god for you to starve, either physically or metaphorically?

I mean does it all ever become a prank?
Faith and trust in god to help facilitate a better life for you?

While those who never trusted in God prosper beyond ones own imagination, earn billions, live like Kings and Queens.

Then we're told 'Oh, they'll all suffer one day when they're dead and gone'...says who?...ye, I know I know, says the bible and or other religious books.