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Post by Admin on Aug 31, 2022 17:29:57 GMT
If above the age of 50, you shouldn't get on the phone, while drunk, and call non-emergency police lines, cause you'll end up making a fool out of yourself.
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Post by Admin on Aug 31, 2022 18:54:40 GMT
when people don't call me, or don't call me back, you'd think I'd get the message they're no longer interested, have moved on ect...and I do, that is until I get drunk.
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Post by Admin on Aug 31, 2022 18:56:25 GMT
Yesterday night was on of those really out of control drunk at home stints....even the cops came, cause they misinterprited something I said while on the phone.
I came to the door naked.
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Post by Admin on Aug 31, 2022 18:57:24 GMT
Hopefully the next 3 days of work will mellow me out...starting tomorrow that is.
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Post by Admin on Aug 31, 2022 18:59:10 GMT
If I had died yesterday, I don't even think I would of cared.
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Post by Admin on Aug 31, 2022 19:00:36 GMT
I mean what am I really doing anymore other than trying to find meaning in my waning years, somehow convincing stuff that 'things can still get better'...ye ok.
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Post by Admin on Oct 4, 2022 16:15:35 GMT
 I got really drunk yesterday, and made a fool out of myself, as usual. Nothing criminal, just more like silly college type of antics. The problem is is that even though I drink, or starting to again (won't to stop again also, we'll see), the thing is is that I'm in good shape. So, when I drink, I have energy. I mean even yesterday I was riding my mountain bike while drunk and drinking. I'm like the most in shape person who drinks, and so when I do drink, I feel like I'm college aged still, and it can suck if thoughts go south. But I drink out of loneliness, I guess...believe it or not it's when I'm around other people that I don't like to drink, cause if in anothers company, I'm no longer lonely so why would I drink? Where as others do the opposite, as in social drinkers. I wouldn't want to be around others if or when drunk, i wouldn't want anyone to see me drunk, not anyone i cared for anyways. Yesterday was embarrassing for me, mainly all the calls I made to like police non emergency lines, just to have someone to talk to. But I know i made a fool out of myself, well maybe not, I don't know. And then started acting out right here where I live to my neighbors, using mega horn and all, how embarrassing. So today I feel stupid, as I should...and still have more beer in place, but I work tomorrow so if do drink, have to temper it down since will have to get up early tomorrow for work. |
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Post by Admin on Aug 20, 2023 22:02:50 GMT
Well, I did drink yesterday when got home from work, and did get drunk, and it hit me in a terrible way today, and still recovering.
I wish I hadn't of drank, but I did, and I called people and made a nut out of myself as usual.
And I rented a car so that tomorrow I can go look at one of the properties left to me and another, and I made promises of this and that, all while drunk.
I wish I had never drank yesterday, been lying in bed all day watching older Twilight Zone episodes, when I should be getting ready for tomorrow.
Not sure why that beer hit me so hard, harder than usual.
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Post by Admin on Aug 20, 2023 22:04:03 GMT
I've had phone off all day, and feel dead to the world right now.
But I can't be in this state of physiological reality for to much longer.
But you only feel better when do, it's not something you can rush.
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Post by Admin on Jan 29, 2024 15:51:19 GMT
I think texting or talking on the phone, while drunk, can be the intellectual equivalent of driving while drunk...a accident is sure to happen.
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