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Post by Admin on Jan 11, 2021 0:13:43 GMT
Things you should not do if over the age of 50 and drunk  Some things just shouldn't be done if over the age of 50 and drunk... And by the way, what are you doing drinking anyways??...hand me the bottle, hand it to me now.
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Post by Admin on May 17, 2021 18:13:58 GMT
First off, people should not even be drinking over the age of 50, but since I do, oh well, may as well write about it. Usually when I do drink and get drunk I stay home, and just get silly online, where it's safe to do so, but some times I do get the urge to go out, like I did yesterday evening and night, but did so on a bike cause I was drunk, and would rather be drunk riding a bike than drunk driving a vehicle. Although I have driven drunk before, but it's not something I like to do if can help it. Last night though I was 'peddling a bike' while intoxicated and just out and about seeing whom I could bother. The thing about being over the age of 50, and still having a body like this...  Is well, you tend to think you're still 19 or 20 or 30, I mean when you have a young fit looking body, you tend to act how your body looks rather than your actual age, at least I do, when drunk. I'm not sure if I'll ever know what it's like to act '50 +'...not sure what that really means. I think you could actually put me back in high school and I'd fit in just fine. But that being said, last night luckly didn't get into to much mischief, I did give away 20 dollars to homeless 'W' couple that came out of the woods where I happen to be sitting on side ride in the dark...there are a lot of homeless 'w' couples near where I stay, probably victims of the whole opiod drug scene. But funny thing is, I offered this homeless couple one of my beers I had in my back pac and they said they don't drink, yet they looked way older and worn than I did, at least the male did, cause drugs will tear up your appearance for quicker than beer drinking will or does. What I'm really amapzed at though, is how this 'white women' stick by their men no matter what, like a religion or something, cause no black woman would follow her man into the streets to live in the woods, but I see white women willing to do this all the time....and think cause white women aren't as trained or conditioned as black women are to lean on the Government. Black females totally trained and conditioned early own that the Government is your Husband and that 'men' or just recreational objects to get you pregnant....where I stay, not even sure if younger black females under the age of 30 even bother getting married anymore, or if 'b' men under the age of 30 even want to get married anymore, but that sure doesn't stop the flow of babies these younger single B women love pumping out unto the world. All that aside, nothing wild happened last night, made some light conversation with a few folks on the streets and that's about it, spoke with some African dude from Nigeria who said they were a Pastor, but I don't believe them, and if really were a Pastor they sure didn't seem to confident about the 'God' they were serving..to me if serving a big mighty god than one representing that god should be big and mighty as well. And told another guy I met on the street that they could stay with me if they wanted, but would have to pay rent, cause they were staying at a hotel...but now that sober, I doubt I want a roommate. When drunk I always seem to want a roommate, but when sober I do not. Anyways, that's my adventure last ngiht, even though over the age of 50, you'd of thought I was 25 or younger last night the way I was behaving on that bike. |
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Post by Admin on May 19, 2021 22:12:26 GMT
I feet terrible right now, got real drunk yesterday evening and into the night, and just feel awful now, not just from coming down, but terrible as in guilty...why would I feel guilty? Cause I acted way 'louder' than I normally am, I feel ashamed of my behavior, not that anyone else noticed or cared, but I did make some calls, left messages, the type you leave when drunk, texted someone I'd just met earlier, now they're probably weary of me, I just messed up, I let my drinking get the better of me last night. And no one cares that I messed up cause it really only effected me. And spilled beer all over my computer, ruined it, so had to get a new one and left behind all sorts of 'programs' on it, and pictures, and videos and more, it's all gone now, gone, what I didn't save online is now all gone. I sort of 'hate' myself right now, and that's the worse type of hate, is when you hate yourself. I've had 4 days off and oh what a waste of time, I guess, well maybe not, yesterday wasn't all that bad, had I not drank, yesterday actually would of been a decent day, but had to spoil it by drinking. And when I drink or get drunk, it's as if I'm 19 again, I've got no business drinking as if 19 again, no business at all. And I feel paranoid to even go outside, when drink to much, tend to become paranoid when not drunk, I guess cause worried you could of angered or said something wrong to another or others while drunk and even though 'you' can't remember, they probably would and approach you like 'Hey, what did you say to me last night? Is why I just don't drink in public, cause if got drunk in public I can only imagine the people I'd be flirting with, like at a club or bar, and probably get some boyfriend upset who'd want to fight, who needs the hassle...it's why when I do drink I drink alone to minimize the damage. Some times I feel I'm going to step outside and they're going to throw a net over me..(just my paranoid mind speaking).. But at least I finally got a new computer, printer, and monitor to boot. But this new computer lacks a DVD drive, wish I had checked on that before I bought it, cause I have all sorts of DVD's I watch, and just ordered season 2 of the Twilight Zone, now can't watch unless get external DVD drive. Either way I feel screwed, but I screwed myself yesterday, and again that's the worse type of 'screw' is when it's you who screwed yourself.  |
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Post by Admin on Nov 6, 2021 16:49:46 GMT
Don't call your boss while drunk, whether over the age of 50 or not
Don't ever call your boss or bosses when drunk.
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Post by Admin on Dec 27, 2021 13:20:33 GMT
I just know this, I hate it when drunk, and then call people I wouldn't if I were sober.
I hate when I do that.
Even if it's family members that you normally would not speak to, but then when drunk feel emboldened to give them a call and say things you don't even really mean.
Cause then when sober, it confuses them, cause they're think you're either much nicer or meaner than what you expressed on the phone.
I wish phones had alcohol breath tests, that way if drunk, the phone wouldn't dial.
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Post by Admin on Jan 3, 2022 15:58:48 GMT
If over the age of 50 probably shouldn't be drinking to begin with. I wish I were smart enough not to drink anymore, cause when I do I act like I'm 19. Actually, I think I was more mature at 19 than I am now. |
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Post by Admin on Apr 16, 2022 19:41:10 GMT
If I started drinking right now, a whole different side of me would come out, one I'd probably be ashamed of later.
a more aggressive side, a more silly side, a more bold side.
Lot's of Americans as well as people around the world drink, are drinking right now, will be drinking tonight, bars will be packed with people drinking.
Billionaire and millionaires will be drinking tonight at their parties, so will politicians and rock stars, rappers, clubbers and more.
But that doesn't mean I need to.
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Post by Admin on Apr 17, 2022 16:56:43 GMT
I did drink yesterday, and I did act up and out, but just over the phone.
When alone and lonely, that's just what you do, it's called being alive.
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Post by Admin on Apr 19, 2022 21:02:30 GMT
 Hate to say and admit it, but I've last this latest round to drinking. Started Saturday, first day off out of 4, and I just found the loneliness to be crushing, and so started drinking. And I work tomorrow, so forget about trying to reform before going back to work. Nope, I feel post drinking bad, but since have to work tomorrow will drink more this evening. Sure, I'll feel bad tomorrow, but I'll be at work, so so what. work time is usually when I sober up anyways, then when off for next string of days, I'll get back on my sobriety path, which is a much better path for sure. |
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Post by Admin on Jun 28, 2022 17:15:51 GMT
I drank yesterday and as usual made a fool out of myself, over the phone.
But you know what, there's no cure for loneliness other than to not be lonely.
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Post by Admin on Jul 4, 2022 13:00:57 GMT
When I get drunk, and yearn for attention, I express the most stupidest of things online.
It's like it's not even me when I go back and read stuff, not so much here, but other places.
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Post by Admin on Jul 11, 2022 12:45:41 GMT
Sometimes I think you can cause just as much damage over the phone, as in talking while drunk, as you can driving while drunk...
Obviously driving drunk can cause accidents, serious ones, but so can talking on the phone while drunk, only the damage is to your own reputation and can change how others perceive you.
Being lonely while drunk is a bad combination.
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Post by Admin on Jul 19, 2022 17:55:05 GMT
Well, I did drink yesterday evening and into the night, and i did 'act out', and called numbers, this number, that number, but did get something solved.
Got back in touch with a family member.
If I weren't drunk, I would not have made that attempt, so ye, sometimes being drunk does help you open doors that you otherwise wouldn't if sober.
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Post by Admin on Jul 20, 2022 1:18:07 GMT
When I drink, I like totally hate my life circumstances.
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Post by Admin on Jul 20, 2022 1:19:40 GMT
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