When you have no family

There's only one person of blood I chose to care about in this life, and that's mainly for my own sanity.
Everyone else abandoned me, If I had died a decade ago, they would not have cared or even noticed.
I'm dead to them, that's the decision they made, for whatever reason.

Well now, they're pretty much dead to me.
I do not respond well to those who wished, or dismissed me from their lives years ago, and then suddenly expect me to 'be there' in times of need and use up my resources.

Dead people don't have resources.
Those who made a choice to bury me years ago, well, now you must live with that.

And the times you took away from me can never be replaced, ever, my time.
You don't get to chose your family, that's the one thing you don't get to choose, well, blood family anyways.
Stay tuned, lot's to say on this matter as time allows.

Beware of those who 'smear and run'

(Future podcast, ect)

Beware of those who, what I call 'smear and run'.

These are the types who will through a slew of accusations at you, against you, and then before you can properly respond and bring clarity to their slander, they hang up and run.

People like that aren't interested in the truth, rather they want what they say about you to be true, in order to justify their past behavior.

People like this lack maturity, are very self centered, and aren't used to be challenged, and, and, are good at emotionally manipulating those around them, is why they're so threatened by an oppossing view point, even if it's truthful, fair and honest.

But I've learned evil doesn't care about truthful, fair and honest, all evil wants to be is right, even when wrong.
It really comes down to manipulative power over others.
People like this will often paint others as the villain, when they're the ones who have villain like traits.
Emotional dictators don't ever care about the truth, just like real life dictators do not.

These emotional dictators can be people within your own family, or friends, or even co-workers, I mean human nature rears it's head in humanity regardless the title anyone person carries.

And I'm going to keep this short, cause whether I spend 10 hours creating a video or podcast, or 3 minutes, the view count is exactly the same.

And remember this people, the conversation doesn't end just cause another wants it to by using the 'smear and run' tactic...not here it doesn't.

And if the shoe fits, than freagen wear it.
Much more to follow.

I really have no family or friends.

In other words, I have no one, other than one, who still has vested interest in me. In seeing me succeed, seeing me be happy, and who would actually spend money on me if I needed help...one, just one, out of billions on this earth.

My past, and those in it, who were never there for me, are a graveyard to me now...
Just as they buried me years, decades ago, I guess it's time for me to now bury them.