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Post by Admin on Feb 7, 2023 4:32:22 GMT
Wasting time  Wasting time...
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Post by Admin on Feb 7, 2023 4:36:40 GMT
Just sitting here wasting time, spacing off.
I drank a few beers earlier, and worked out before that, and just got done watching a super hero movie.
I'm just in a mood to be still, and enjoy the stillness.
In a mood to just pretend that tomorrow will never arrive, and that 'right now' is all that matters.
Stillness and calm, I figure I'd better enjoy moments like this while I can.
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Post by Admin on Jun 25, 2023 19:05:46 GMT
Does's your cellphone camera make you look different?
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Post by Admin on Feb 26, 2024 23:05:55 GMT
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Post by Admin on Feb 27, 2024 13:42:45 GMT
Anyways, today, it's time I get up and do something that feels slightly meaningful, but really isn't.
I've gotten lazy lately, for sure.
I've lost a lot of motivation to do anything, and everything just seems like a waste of time to me, as of late.
When off from work, I don't want to do anything anymore other than lay in bed and _____ with myself all day and night long...everything else just feels like 'ho-hum', yawn.
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Post by Admin on Jul 1, 2024 17:19:25 GMT
I'm still wasting time, but the only time I'm wasting is my own, and when my own time is up, there is no more time.
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Post by Admin on Jul 10, 2024 16:43:07 GMT
I've wasted a ton of time on two thing in the past
1. Drinking
2. The internet/social media
And now I'm trying to steer clear of both, the best I can.
I've got internet burnout, for real.
And social media...gag...so sick of the control games.
Social media has turned into the most bias medium out there.
At first, everyone given a fair share of views...but then the silicon valley snakes weaved their way in and started playing favorites, and after that social media has never been the same.
Most of those who post have been reduced to nothing more than babbling idiots, one line idiots, with no follow up, nothing...one and done comments.
And you read those comments while all your info being harvested by 3rd and 4th and 5th and 10 party 'partners'....
Sell your soul and privacy just to see yourself type a comment online...no thanks.
At least here it's quiet.
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Post by Admin on Jul 13, 2024 4:32:29 GMT
I suppose I should check my yahoo mail before they delete it.
I only visit my yahoo mail box maybe 5-6 times a year, if that, probably more like 4 times a year on average.
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Post by Admin on Jul 28, 2024 16:15:29 GMT
7 dollar show rack.
It can hold 3 female shoes per rack, but only two adult male shoes per rack.
It's pretty solid, and it does the trick for 7 dollars.
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Post by Admin on Aug 12, 2024 23:03:55 GMT
I can't think of a single thing in memory, where I saw an ad, then wanted to buy what's in that ad.
I usually buy stuff out of nessisity, not because I see it in an ad.
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Post by Admin on Sept 24, 2024 12:41:43 GMT
I'm fed up with 'me' right now, and all the time I've wasted over the past few months.
I woke up just feeling disgusted with self, my lazy habits, my nonchalant attitudes towards my own future.
It's catching up with me now and I feel disgusted by my own behavior.
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Post by Admin on Sept 24, 2024 12:46:09 GMT
Sometimes I feel like I'm just 'done', like there's nothing else in this world that's going to go my way, and that things are just going to get worse.
Life will just become more of a struggle, a series of bad events, tragedies, disappointments.
As such, at times, not sure what my purpose is for being here anymore, other than to be tortured by circumstances.
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Post by Admin on Sept 24, 2024 12:47:47 GMT
My own brain and mental habits just seem to hinder me from adapting to this ever changing world, or learning new stuff that would help me navigate this new changing world better.
It's like my brain, how I think, is still stuck way in the past somewhere.
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