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Post by Admin on Dec 18, 2023 17:46:29 GMT
This guy always breaks stuff down superbly, about life in 'da hood' and around hood types.
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Post by Admin on Jan 2, 2024 19:25:16 GMT
Life really sucks for me right now, I mean when life simply comes down to dumping large portions of your income to rent, talk about depressing, is why I have to make a change soon....I may not like that change, but may have to make it soon, within like 5 months, moving to a place, out of state, properties I already co-own, but in shambles...long term project, I suppose.
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Post by Admin on Jun 1, 2024 22:13:04 GMT
Just paid rent today at newer apartment, new to me anyways, since leaving last place, being burned out.
Now I have a 1-bedroom, single bath, at least this way I can't accurately as much junk.
I'll never feel at home anywhere on this earth ever again...those days of feeling like 'I'm home', are long behind me.
Also, nice that with smaller place, rent is a tad below $1000.oo still, so saving around 400 bucks a month...I'll take that.
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It's Saturday, today's been a bust, like most of my life.
I did get in a short walking workout though, before then buying some beer.
As of late, everyone just looks really unattractive to me, including white folks.
White folks used to always look good to me, especially if under the age of 25, but now, everyone just looks so bland and beat up, and charred, to me.
Maybe cause I don't have all those sexual hormones in me anymore, which make you blind to physical faults.
maybe everyone has always been ugly, but I just didn't notice before.
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Anyways, lot's to still do today..rent was the biggest thing I'm glad I got out of the way.
Gonna change my debt card Monday, don't like having my debit card number floating around on so many bill pay sites.
And may even open a new bank account at a different bank.
Not a major one, I've heard plenty of nightmares about how rude major banks treat customers.
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Post by Admin on Sept 3, 2024 1:34:36 GMT
Time to pay that evil rent Evil rent is due. I have till tomorrow, but it came up on the 'to do list'...either way rent is evil, period, it's something the industrial greedy west spread out all over the world and to the Americas...who's bright idea was rent??
Rent is responsible for more homelessness than any other cause and people going broke, staying broke, and burning through their retirement money, college money, medical money, and anything else that costs. Rent drains. Rent is an industry totally built on greed. This idea that you have to pay money just to live on any particular spot on this earth is a concept straight from the bowels of hell. At least the Native Americans didn't charge rent, life was hard enough as it was. Anyways, rent is due here soon, so I may as well get the ugliness of it out of the way...another big dip into my savings. One rent payment closer of me having to go back to work, and uselessly hustle working a job I can't stand. I think I'd rather live in a large tent on some land than to spend the rest of my healthy years/life wasting money on rent.
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Post by Admin on Sept 3, 2024 3:22:09 GMT
I just paid rent, and it felt and feels awful, it really does, I'll never ever get used to the feeling of just dumping your life, literally money is your life, into rent.
It's disgusting, period.
Anyone who thinks rent is a good idea is a spawn of Satan.
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Post by Admin on Sept 5, 2024 1:02:36 GMT
Time to create and hit the 'to do list' Time to create and then hit the 'to do list', cause heaven knows I sure haven't gotten anything done today yet. Sometimes I think I purposelessly slack as a form of rebellion....this idea that we always have to be in a rush or on a schedule annoys me, and so I subconsciously rebel against that by just doing nothing for long swaths of time. I know that regardless of what I do now, the future, my own, will bring with it chaotic moments regardless. ======================
Some person wanted to have a zoom meeting today, I told them I wasn't dressed or ready for zoom. I don't like people peering at me while in my own place...not a fan of zoom. Anyways, sneezing, not good, means need to double down on some Bragg vinegar, and of course lay off the booze. It's raining out, on and off, took a walk in the rain with umbrella to check mail, but other than that nothing exciting to report, that's good, I suppose.
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Post by Admin on Oct 4, 2024 1:30:01 GMT
About to pay rent, like a dagger to the fiscal heart, a punch to the face, like someone reaching in and grabbing a big part of your soul out of you.
Rent is evil, and invention of the west.
Before the settlers came to the Americas, there was no evil rent, they brought that greed, gold loving, diamond loving, materialistic crap with them, and now we all suffer from it.
America is or has turned into a wasteland of despair, broken homes, drug use, debauchery (can't believe I spelled that right), violence and more.
City women walk around looking like goblins to me, odd looking nails and hands, and funny looking feet now also.
Some odd spirit has settled upon this nation and it isn't good.
Anyways, gotta pay rent now, is why my mood suddenly turned sour.
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Post by Admin on Oct 4, 2024 1:41:21 GMT
Just paid rent, gross, and it felt totally evil.
The _____ man brought evil with them when they came to this continent, they should of left all that evil ___ in Europe.
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