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Post by Admin on May 7, 2023 2:53:01 GMT
You know, when it's time to go to bed, it's just time to go to bed, you can't fool your mind, especially when trying to be creative.
Rest is important, and your creativity is stunted without proper rest.
And I've been up for a while, had to work earlier today, the whole day, lot's of driving, and so my mind is just shot.
I don't feel so drowsy, but only cause I'm in good shape, but I can tell my mind needs rest.
I'm off for a few days, so that's good.
But ye, I think I'll call it a night, maybe one or two more posts.
I'll try to find a movie to doze of to on Amazon.
I have Hulu and Disney, but hardly ever go there anymore, just to lazy to find and type in passwords I suppose.
But if not using maybe I'll cancel, cause now days who can afford to waste money anymore.
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Post by Admin on May 15, 2023 3:50:58 GMT
I haven't done much today, but I still feel just beat up and wore out for some reason. Seems when I stay home all day, this place I live at, just sucks the energy out of me, like the place is alive and jealous, and so when home, just wants to keep me drained all the time and feeling tired. Yet, as soon as I leave the place, energy comes back and I feel just fine. Maybe it's just in my head. Also, trying to stop drinking again, body and mind really does need to heal, and drinking doesn't help one bit anymore. ------------------------------- I think it's time for bed, and a movie as I go out, a scary one of course.  |
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Post by Admin on May 17, 2023 6:00:01 GMT
My brain shuts down at night, past a certain time, on purpose.
Hard thinking just stops.
That way don't over stress the brain, the brain needs rest also, even when and while awake.
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Post by Admin on May 20, 2023 2:37:13 GMT
Eating cup of roman noodles probably not the best thing to do before bed, oh well, that's my Friday night excitment.
Back soon when have more time to indulge on ideas and life.
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Post by Admin on Jun 7, 2023 3:58:37 GMT
it's about time to close shop here, it's late, what a day, one I really have nothing to remember it by other than me posting thoughts that are dated. Today's just one of those days that I have no reason to remember. It's why I write so much, I guess to prove in the future, to myself and others, that indeed I was alive and did live, even on dull boring days like today.  |
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Post by Admin on Aug 10, 2023 2:24:15 GMT
It's not terribly late, but it's about time to lay back and watch a movie and just fade out...for tomorrow commeth, and I want to be well rested to take the day on Morality? What is that? It's who's ever in power at the time. Life is such a mirage, smoke and mirrors. Oh well, most of us will come and go and it'll be as if never here.
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Post by Admin on Oct 7, 2023 5:38:22 GMT
Well, it's about time for bed, golly G, time is just moving to fast now... Time just moves to fast, at least when its peaceful and you're in that zone, that zone of peace. That's when tomorrow always looms around the corner like a viscous monster. I have no need for tomorrows anymore, what does tomorrow ever bring me anymore, other than turmoil and conflict? Tomorrows are very corrosive, but at least 'now', and 'today', is usually safe, especially late at night when you've made it. Anyways, that dern clock just keeps ticking away and won't stop for nothing, so I guess I'd better lay down for bed and dreams. Later and happy October...🎃🎃👻👻
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Post by Admin on Oct 24, 2023 3:37:42 GMT
Art is therapy  People who don't understand art, abstract art, really kind of annoy me, I can only imagine what it's like to have such a small thinking brain. That aside, I love art, art allows me and others to breathe. Even music is art. Anyways, it's getting late, as such about to wind down. Enjoy the art, if brain allows you to...later.
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Post by Admin on Nov 3, 2023 4:16:43 GMT
You never realize how cozy 'home' is, your place, until have to leave it for a while  You never realize how sweet home is until you have to leave it for a while, to visit or travel, ect. And I haven't even left yet, but already missing my place ahead of time.
I mean it don't matter you live in a castle or a hut, your home is your home, and you're familiar with it. Traveling is so for the birds now, but it's not for me anymore, but must make a trip to visit someone, a long trip at that, flying and all, yuk, and to think when younger flying is all I used to think about. Women and flying are the two things that aroused me...now I'm cool to both..D'oh! Anyways, yep, already missing my place even though haven't left yet. It's just cozy, not fancy, not glamourous, just cozy, and at my stage in life that's all I need is cozy and safe.
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Post by Admin on Nov 4, 2023 4:57:45 GMT
This is why already missing 'home' or 'room' This is why already missing home or 'room', before I even leave, cause it's so comfortable. I have like 4 screens to watch movies or anything with, 2 or projector screens, for laying down and watching movies (not sure why I didn't think of this years ago) I mean who need HD, when a wall will do just fine. I mean, I just got room set up perfectly for myself (as perfect as I can afford and is practical) No hotel/motel room can match this. I wish I could live in this room forever, but time is winding down do to economics....I try not to think about it, cause it can take years to get a room, or you place the way you want it...and it's quiet to boot. Is why I have no need for the future, cause to me the future is dirty, and changes things you're comfortable with, at least at certain stages of life. When younger, all you look forward to is the future, but when older, you're like 'Nah, I'm OK with 'now''
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Post by Admin on Jan 19, 2024 4:40:19 GMT
I have a taste for some sweet red crispy watermelon, but I have none.
I've got strawberries, pineapple, oranges, apples, a banana, peaches, grapefruit, grapes, kiwi fruit, cherries, blackberries, but I have no watermelon, dern...
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Post by Admin on Jan 28, 2024 6:41:04 GMT
I really just need to go to bed right now I really just need to go to bed right now, I mean can only stretch the mind out so far in a 24 hour period. Body aches a bit, muscles are sore, for a variety of reasons, and even my heart needs rest. And so, I think I'll oblige. Dreams have been deep and funky lately. I have more fun in my dreams than I do in real life. Later and out, for now.
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Post by Admin on Jun 20, 2024 4:20:58 GMT
I miss not having my own washer and dryer...new place lacks such plumbing hook ups.
Can't stand doing laundry in the public, especially in this area, when everyone in the laundry mat looks hood and ghetto.
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Post by Admin on Jun 20, 2024 4:21:51 GMT
I think looking hood and ghetto is just the new standard for this younger generation...it's just like normal to them...pathetic...what a culture and mindset.
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Post by Admin on Aug 25, 2024 5:49:31 GMT
Well, I guess it's about time for bed now Bed is safe, or at least usually it is. It's like there's a force field around the bed when you sleep, or should be. Anyways, I've about exhausted the day, as such my mind is drifting which means it's about time for bed...maybe I'll watch some streaming TV as I fade off. But hard to do with demonic evil wicked commercials come on that are louder than the show you're watching. What type of evil entity makes people in advertising do that? You have to be an out and right evil gimp, to make the volume go up when commercial comes on, which garuntees I won't by that product that disturbed me. People like to fall asleep while watch TV, but if volume is bumped up for commercial, you can't do that. Anyways, it's time for bed, or at least to lay in it for a while.
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