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Post by Admin on May 16, 2022 5:04:51 GMT
It's about time to close shop for the day 'Closing shop', basically means it's time for bed, let's begin.
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Post by Admin on May 16, 2022 5:07:29 GMT
Yep, not a very productive day at all, and now tomorrow looms like a dark cloud.
One thing about Sundays is they're quiet, I mean administratively quiet, and it's usually the day you get the least spam calls.
But come tomorrow, Monday, it's all on again, bill processing plants, businesses are open, spam calls and more.
And hopefully I'll wake up with more energy than I had today, although I've been kind of ill, and when ill it saps you of your energy.
And because my energy is low, going to keep this last post of the day short.
Later and out, back soon.
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Post by Admin on May 29, 2022 4:02:51 GMT
One of the strangest moods I've been in during a post day of work type of night.
I think not being in a relationship effects people differently than when in one. When in a relationship, just don't have time to think so much, at least not about self and feelings and emotions, cause to busy thinking about your partner or family, and your role with them.
For years that's what I wanted, to have my own family, still wouldn't mind, but realistically I doubt it'll ever happen now.
How does that make me feel?
That's for a book.
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Post by Admin on Jul 1, 2022 5:04:38 GMT
It's time for bed. I'm off tomorrow, but day will be filled with me doing stuff I enjoy doing, as in creating a radio show, rather than working a mundane job that allows for zero creativity, such a big difference in how I feel between on and the other. But ye, working on pre-recorded segment for radio show I'm hoping to have on air either by this Saturday or next.
It's going to evolve around 'single life', and will be on am/fm and more, but only a 30 minute show (is all I can afford for now until I get sponsors) I'll go into more details later, right now mind needs some rest.
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Post by Admin on Aug 28, 2022 4:10:19 GMT
Well, I think I've had my fun for the night. I did drink a few beers, I did lay down a skit for show, not much else to do but to lay back and relax now. The key, or one of them, to health, is simply knowing when to call it a day or night.
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Post by Admin on Sept 17, 2022 2:36:17 GMT
I think it's about time to wind down this very dull meaningless day, at least to me it was. I woke up, after drinking the previous night, woke up, went to work, now home again, big wow.
And my job is dull, you don't really meet anyone interesting doing what I do, which is driving. You just pull into places, check in, check out and drive some more.
You can work a whole shift, and not even really talk to anyone at all, after a while it does have an effect on moral. I love the schedule, hate the job environment.
I just feel stuck, been trying to figure out a way to earn passive income, but not as easy as it seems to an older person like myself. And now twitter, ect, stifle your posts so much, limit who sees stuff, that the days of being able to market self on social media are long gone, unless have something very unique about self.
But its all rigged now from behind the scenes, people who get 10,000 views a day, they do so because people behind the scenes 'push' their content.
Anyways, this day hasn't given me much at all, one of those days that will just vanish in history from my life as soon as it's over.
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Post by Admin on Dec 9, 2022 3:59:24 GMT
I gotta work tomorrow, so there's no need in my getting into anything big. I worked today also....2 more long mundane days to go.
Sometimes I feel so empty when I get off work, on nights like tonight, when want to feel or find relevance but really can't, when alone. And social media doesn't feel like it use to, sometimes social media can leave you feeling even more empty, than if had never gotten on it.
The best way to find relevance is through a loving family, if you're lucky enough to have one.
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Post by Admin on Dec 22, 2022 5:46:50 GMT
What a day, most of it was worthless to me, the only time the day mattered to me was when finally home from work and working on a Xmas show I'm trying to finish up. It sucks having a meaningless day job that sucks up so much time and energy, and leaves you with so little of it when finally get home. Creative energy is different than muscle energy.
If your creative energy isn't flowing, than the show sounds flat. I do, alone, what others have whole teams doing for them, production teams, but no one cares, no one cares about what you do but you, it's the whole attig that everyone wants to tell their story but no one wants to listen to yours.
That aside, it's time for bed, can only stretch the day out so far, and since gotta once again go to a meaningless job tomorrow, that means have to shut it down now. Darn, and double darn.
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Post by Admin on Jan 6, 2023 4:32:19 GMT
Time to close shop for the day Time to close shop for the day. Will go out watching some 'Mandalorian on Disney +, and that will conclude this day. I'm out.
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Post by Admin on Feb 1, 2023 8:05:55 GMT
OK, it's time for this old soul, who still looks younger than I should, to go to bed. good rest is one reason why I guess I still look so young.
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Post by Admin on Feb 24, 2023 4:21:28 GMT
It's about time for bed, I have to work tomorrow, so no need in getting into anything to deep. Work nights are always so dull to me, cause can't drink, can't party, can't get into anything, all you can really do is prepare for bed shortly after you get in from work...ugg.
The wealthy class totally doesn't understand what it's like to have to get up and work for a hourly wage like a peasent. Anyways, goodnight, I think.
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Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2023 2:29:22 GMT
It's about time for this old junk yard car to shut down for the night. I dread tomorrow, I always do, but when tomorrow arrives, I just deal with it, like others do.
I have no one to hug me though, or to tell me 'Everything will be alright', so I have to tell it to self, in order to mentally sustain self.
Time for bed.
I love watching the Mandalorian series on the Disney Channel, I find it so soothing for some reason.
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Post by Admin on Apr 10, 2023 3:26:33 GMT
It's about time to close up shop for the day.
Lost keys, two punks broke into my car..ugg.
It's as if the devil is totally riding me right now. I lost my cool the other night.
I'm human, I'm not god, as Mr T once said.
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Post by Admin on Apr 10, 2023 3:27:16 GMT
To me, if you can't eat it, than you really don't need it.
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Post by Admin on May 6, 2023 3:09:35 GMT
Getting older can really be scary when single and alone and hourly wage earner, cause eventually your use to the world begins to fade, right about the time your health begins to fade.
Mine hasn't yet, but one day it will, then what?
At least when celebrities pass, they're rich, so pass away surrounded by family, friends, or a friend, a wife, ect. But if not rich, then what? You just die alone on the street? Or just commit suicide when can no longer take care of self?
I don't know, I'm not quite to that point yet.
That aside, it's late, I need rest, been up for like 18 hours, later.
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