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Post by Admin on May 17, 2023 5:49:35 GMT
It's kind of odd, but when you get older, you kind of, in the back of your mind, want something globally catastrophic to occur.
How can I explain that.
I mean I guess if you have nothing, are older, than you have nothing to lose anyways.
and usually when societal wide bad things happen, everyone gets a reset. Bills and debt get wiped out and so forth.
Everyone suddenly becomes equal when bad things happen, as in a major war.
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Post by Admin on May 20, 2023 2:21:13 GMT
Is what happens when you forget to turn on the flash Not bad for my age. Gen X radio.
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Post by Admin on May 29, 2023 21:14:03 GMT
Are you photogenic?
I need a cell phone, with a camera, that makes me look true to real life, instead of like a cartoon.
Let's say you..
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Post by Admin on May 30, 2023 4:22:05 GMT
I seriously do not know what to do next in life.
I've tried everything, lived many places, ect...nothing seems to stick....just not sure what to do now, anymore, to give life real meaning.
It's as if now I need fate to force my hand.
Fate as in a nuclear war by Putin, or a zombie apocalypse, or something major to happen that forces us all to have purpose..
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Post by Admin on Jun 2, 2023 23:32:40 GMT
Been approved for this  Been approved for this, but can I really afford it? Not really, but then again only live once. Only in prime once...then what, old age followed by death?? We shall see...
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Post by Admin on Jun 8, 2023 2:53:51 GMT
Been approved for this View AttachmentBeen approved for this, but can I really afford it? Not really, but then again only live once. Only in prime once...then what, old age followed by death?? We shall see... ⬆️⬆️⬆️ Continued from above...update on vehicle So ye, I've decided not to persue this vehicle...I just don't need the payments. I mean having the fastest, coolest looking car on the north side just doesn't matter to me right now if then stuck on payments for the next 4 years, thus making me a slave to the system.My main happiness, even at my age, comes in being free, not being tied to anyone or anything. Right now my employer is small to me...why?.... cause I can quit anytime I want, that's why...and that has a big phycological effect. But if suddenly burdened with car payments, suddenly they own me, and I become a slave. I mean that's OK, maybe, when younger, whole life in front of you, but when get older, I don't know, priorities change. I even imagined myself buying car, and when driving current older car, imagine it's the Dodge Challenger, and it really doesn't change my life at all. Love, being loved by another, is what changes your life, not a car or vehicle. |
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Post by Admin on Jun 14, 2023 2:18:37 GMT
I almost feel like just running away as an adult, but where to?
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Post by Admin on Jun 22, 2023 0:27:51 GMT
Tomorrow looms around the corner like a dirty azz monster.
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Post by Admin on Jun 29, 2023 2:50:24 GMT
When you live in the south, you just feel like you're going to wake up on a muggy night, turn on the lights, and then see a roach or spider the size of a dog, on the wall in front of you, or in the hallway.
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Post by Admin on Jun 29, 2023 3:05:52 GMT
I need a mini fridge for my room, so can keep water bottles cold 
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Post by Admin on Jul 8, 2023 19:17:41 GMT
I think if I want to find purpose in life going forward, I need to find purpose in one, and need to find one who sees purpose in me, instead of trying to get the world to see purpose in me and value me.
The world will never care about 'you', the way one will, or does, who's in love with you.
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Post by Admin on Jul 16, 2023 2:45:30 GMT
Why do black women always tend to attract the most slimiest men?
Or themselves seem to be attracted to slime balls?
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Post by Admin on Jul 16, 2023 2:46:36 GMT
Where I live, you never see happy black couples walking around together, or shopping together.
Seems all males are used for is breeding, at least in hood type of areas.
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Post by Admin on Jul 18, 2023 19:54:10 GMT
There are so many things out of place in this world, in our personal world, and around us, and when ust one, it can seem really overwhelming at times.
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Post by Admin on Jul 18, 2023 20:08:07 GMT
Everything starts and ends with the mind, if the mind is strong, life is easy, but when the mind is weak, even if your body is in good shape, everything will seem very difficult.
Right now, I need to do some damage control and rebuild my mind, so that I can do what few things, in this world, that matter to me, and that would be helping others, or a certain other.
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