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Post by Admin on Sept 10, 2023 16:03:25 GMT
It's Sunday, I worked the previous 2 days, and it feels like it.
I've spent most of day, so far, just laying in bed, and getting up now and then to snack on food as I watched a movie while laying down.
I got wall projectors now, so don't have to look at blue screen monitors.
Totally feels like a drinking day to me, still deciding.
Also, I have phone off, just don't feel like hearing from any others right now, and the others I speak of seem to only bring me bad or dark news.
At my age it's about me now, and my own mental and physical health, cause if I get weak, not a soul on this plant will help me, no one, zilch, so I'm selfish with my energy for a reason.
All this 'good will come back to you' stuff I heard when younger, ye right.
No good will come back to you unless you're good to yourself, period.
Anyways, it's Sunday, I'll create a 'to do list' and see what happens.
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Post by Admin on Sept 10, 2023 16:39:13 GMT
Today's gonna be a crummy day for me, I can already feel it, so I'll probably end up drinking. I only have so many days left to be alive, regardless.  |
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Post by Admin on Oct 1, 2023 5:42:02 GMT
Art relaxes  I need to start getting back into creating cool abstract art. Art relaxes, art helps pull you away from the madness going on all around us.
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Post by Admin on Oct 1, 2023 15:37:24 GMT
It's Sunday It's Sunday, oh what shall I do? It's not typical church day for me, peace and tranquility day is what it is for me, a buffer between the chaos of yesterday and the chaos that will be tomorrow. It's Sunday, maybe I'll start the day off with a walk in the park.
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Post by Admin on Oct 1, 2023 16:32:27 GMT
It's Sunday  Wow, it's already after 12 pm here, wow, feels more like 7 am to me. Woke up earlier and was alert, and not that it's later in the day, I don't feel so alert. My body clock is off. Anyways, it's Sunday, what should I do? Was planning on working out, as in walking....then looked in mirror at face and got discouraged. I wish you could walk, or exercise the ugliness off of your face. My body looks fine, but why is it the face that always reveals your true mental and moral health, and or even age? Your face is like the barometer to the rest of your body, mind and soul. Your face reveals all, or so it seems. Anyways, let me stop intellectually fumbling around and see what I can get into, other than beer.
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Post by Admin on Oct 22, 2023 21:44:12 GMT
Today, emotionally I just felt like a zombie  Today, not sure what happened...I was just zoned out all day, still am, only now I'm _____ a few, so whatever zest I have is fake..🍺🍺 But hey, whatever it takes sometime...I'd rather enjoy what's left of the day while ____, than to slump around in bed and not enjoy it at all. Either way, and one way or another, we all end up paying for our mistakes in the future. That aside, it's Sunday, I'm here, and that's about all I can say or express for now. (And yes, that's a abstract version of me, myself and I)
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Post by Admin on Nov 19, 2023 16:30:11 GMT
I need to turn my phone on and let 'hell' flow in.
I'm totally out of it today, as of now, and sober, as of now.
But woke up feeling as if I had drank, but I think that's just what working to hard and long, and late, at a job will do to you.
It's Sunday, but I feel like I'm in a different world right now, I'm just out of it, will spend today finding self, reclaiming my purpose in life, not my employers purpose.
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Post by Admin on Dec 24, 2023 23:14:31 GMT
Wow, Xmas is tomorrow, hmm...  |
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Post by Admin on Jan 21, 2024 13:55:14 GMT
Why would I disrupt a calm Sunday morning by looking at my test messages?
After all these years on Earth, and or at least during the texting era, not a single person, entity, has ever sent me over good news that elevates my soul through text.
As such, gonna enjoy my Sunday calm morning, cause a storm is gonna come, sooner or later, either way.
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Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2024 22:40:17 GMT
It's Sunday  It's Sunday, and this is the view I get to enjoy, at times, when go out onto the deck. I can't complain about the view, for sure, but because rent keeps going up, this will probably be my last full year here. Sad to leave, but the realities of greed sometimes force you to move on. ----------------------------- Anyways, it's Sunday, I haven't done a meaningful thing today other than workout (walked at park), and did a little grocery shopping, I mean very little, yet price still came to over 50 bucks.
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Post by Admin on Jun 2, 2024 18:15:21 GMT
I'm really having issues getting into today, Sunday.
Heck, I even worked out earlier...walked, partially waxed vehicle, but then came back home and ugg...just feeling emotionally gutted on the inside.
Still settling into new place...roaches come out at night, place smells like 'ashes', probably from my old stuff I took from burned out apt.
I sleep on a air mattress...it's just not home...not sure I'll ever have a place that ever feels like home ever again.
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Post by Admin on Sept 15, 2024 23:54:34 GMT
Anyways, once again I've managed to pretty much waste a whole day Anyways, I've pretty much managed to waste yet another whole day, which means tomorrow will 'waste me' as well. If don't plan for tomorrow, if not prepared for tomorrow, then tomorrow will spill your guts all over the place. Right now, I'm lost.
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Post by Admin on Nov 10, 2024 16:17:49 GMT
Sunday It's Sunday. I'm not in the best of moods, but not in the worst of moods either, just kind of here. Have energy, yes, but my mind is burdened. Haven't enough time to fill you in on everything, but as usually, stress usually comes from the feeling of running out of both money and time...and that's what I'm dealing with. On the door front of possible a innovative money making idea, but then here comes time and money...running out of both. And the idea of returning to some gdm low wage job, which will eat up all my energy and time, annoys the living hell out of me. To go back to being reduced to a wage earner, someone low level mindless employee is a hellish proposition to me, especially when on the verge of possibly becoming a millionaire soon. A millionaire vs some low level slave job, you'd be frustrated to if you saw the stakes. Anyhow, one day at a lousy time I suppose.
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Post by Admin on Nov 10, 2024 22:16:31 GMT
It's Sunday, let's see, what have I done today?
1. Woke up
2. Wasted time on social media
3. Rode bike and had a semi decent workout
4. Came back home, finally scheduled maintenance to come repair the oven.
And because of that I cleaned the kitchen and front room so when they show up I'm not embarrassed by a junky place.
5. At, snacked, canned oysters, crackers, other snack food.
6. More wasting time on social media, and now I'm here typing this.
Good grief, when will I ever get my act together?
Oh, I did take out the trash and drove it to the dumpster.
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Post by Admin on Nov 17, 2024 18:37:24 GMT
It's Sunday, maybe it's not to late for me to salvage the meaty part of the day.
In and out of bed so far, got up, internet surfed, ate, got drowsy, fell asleep.
Social media ate up a lot of my time so far.
Social media is the biggest waste of time.
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I bought a small space heater from Walmart last evening, and a new air mattress.
Anyways, I need to get my brain together, I've been so scatter brained as of late.
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